1st. ultimate showdown of ultimate destiny.
next, darth vader vs Jap police.
lastly, hard gay and social iprovement.
all quite funny rite. haha. XD. anyway, today, Deon, Zhuyun and Mel came my house to do ACC project. then do some medicine thing. damn crap. anyway, Deon and me play with the ball. MC and Jave should know what it is. haha. den did some crap training thing. we throw the ball from one end of my room to the other. then whoever throw badly or never catch, have to do something with the 4kg+4kg dumbells. juz some crappy shit we did.
anyway, juz thought of something. everyone knows that we should look on the brighter side of life so we would have a better attitude towards life and all. but if we look on the brighter side of life, our attitude towards studies and work would be worse.
for example, i juz showed my parents my result slip. and i realised that my science and english were up to my expectations and that my maths could definetely improve. so i left with geog. so all i need to do is work on my geog and everything will be according to my expectations. so this is looking on the bright side of life. but the prob is that once everything is according to my expectations, i wont try to improve. so that would be bad. but if i continue looking on the bright side of life, my attitude would change as i would be a happier person and things would seem smoother to me. so i wont be so AP.
but if i dont look on the brighter side of life, my attitude would get worse and everyone would hate me and i would suck and blah blah blah. but my studies would get better as i would never be satisfied with anything. so everything would be the opposite of if i look on the brighter side of life. so.... haiz. i dont really know what to do. cuz if my studies get worse, i wont dare to tell my parents my results. so i'd sorta live a 'lie'. haiz............
anyway, better do my geog article le. bb.
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